Morning sunlight slipped gently across our kitchen, turning the countertops the pale gold I had adored for 26 years. Anniversary mornings had always felt that way.
But Nolan had never been good at choosing gifts.
Across 26 years, I had opened a slow cooker, a winter coat two sizes too big, and once, a vacuum cleaner he insisted was “top of the line.”
I had learned to laugh after everything we had lost. Because 10 years earlier, we had lost our daughter, Emily. Her name lived inside a hallway drawer, in a small framed picture Nolan had quietly turned face-down one winter and never turned upright again.
I had seen it happen, but I said nothing.
We no longer said her name aloud.
Recently, though, Nolan had seemed distant. He went on longer walks after dinner. He answered phone calls on the back porch with the door shut. Once, I found him staring at that face-down frame in the hallway, his coffee cold in his hand.
“You okay?” I asked.
“Just tired, Liv.”
I let it pass.
That morning, he entered the kitchen with a small velvet box in his hand.
“Happy anniversary, darling.”
I put my mug down and laughed. “What is this? Did you wrap a kitchen timer?”
He smiled. “Open it.”
Inside was a bracelet so stunning I forgot how to breathe, delicate white gold set with tiny diamonds that caught the morning light as though they had been made for it.
“Nolan.” I looked at him. “This must have cost a fortune.”
“You deserve something nice for once.”
“For once? You bought me a vacuum, sweetheart.”
He laughed, and for one brief second it sounded like the old laugh, the one from before. Then it disappeared too fast, the way it always did whenever the thought drifted too close to Emily.
I put the bracelet on. It was slightly loose, but I wore it the whole night anyway.