Don’t. Promise me you’ll never try anything with her. Ever.
The words hit me like a punch.
Dan looked destroyed. “I was going through hell back then. My marriage was falling apart. I was jealous of how happy you two were. I said something stupid. I forgot the entire conversation existed. And when I found this phone a few weeks ago… I panicked. I didn’t want you thinking I’d been waiting to swoop in.”
He sat down heavily, rubbing his face.
“I need you to tell me the truth,” he said. “Do you think I used your grief? Do you think I broke a promise to him? Because if you do, we can end this right now.”
I sat beside him and took his hands.
“You didn’t break anything,” I said. “Life broke us. And we survived. That doesn’t make you a villain.”
He looked at me through tears, terrified.
“Peter didn’t know the future. He didn’t know he’d be gone. If he could see us now — the way we support each other, the way we love each other — I think he’d be relieved. You didn’t steal me. Grief brought us together. And we chose each other. That’s it.”
The relief on his face was heartbreaking.
We kissed — not a movie kiss, but something quiet and full of understanding. Two people who’d finally let go of guilt heavy enough to crush them.
That was two months ago. Our life is simple and steady in the ways that matter. Not perfect — nothing real ever is. But honest. Gentle. Strong enough to carry both our pasts.
I didn’t think I would ever love again. I didn’t think I even deserved to. But here I am — living, healing, choosing joy without feeling like I’m betraying the man I lost.
Peter is part of my story. Dan is the next chapter.
And both things can be true without breaking me apart.